I can feel it in my guts
I can feel it in the veins
It's just another door shut
It's just another restraint
I'm numb to what I've lost
Another high within the plain
I don't like what I've become
Another day I've spent in vain
Till I find out who I am
I'm waiting for the end
To come and take me under
Am I living in this lie
Part regret and part denial
How can I recover
Turning over in the waves (capsizing)
Lost forever in this lonely place (capsizing)
If tomorrow comes, can I keep holding on
Or let this storm I've made wash it all away